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It was love....To me, stillness meant nothing
and nothing meant peace
Withdrawn form the world
I await your arrival
I Am still
While you enter the room
You see my sorrow with every drop of blood
and you hear the razor hit the floor
you take this in for the first and final time
with every cut standing for everytime my love was rejected
I sit here
hoping you'd see my executioner
the face of death to many
You're not the cause of this
I only blame myself
I was the one who did wrong
I was not society
as cold as it is that killed me
or a broken home
and it was never you
It was love like so many before me
That killed me...
It was love.....
Happily Never AfterSo tell me, tell me
what you wanna see
I know, I know
You say I'm never gonna be
the one for you....
No matter how much I wish it
you'll just push me down in the mosh pit
even if I get up again
you'll take my favorite story and burn the end...
Chorous: You know, you know
what I said
and you say I'm better of dead
and you know what I really meant
and you just said go to hell and get bent
can't you see
I don't know what you want out of me...
So c'mon, c'mon
I read you like a book
and in the end my heart you always took
I know I'm can't be
the one for you....
My love you never did accept
I read you through and in depth
and still I just don't understand you
I don't ge what you want out of me
why can't you see
So please tell me, tell me
If you ever loved me
or was I blind and didn't see
but never wanted to accept it
and took all your secrets and never kept them
SO this is me outside your window
listening to your lies I never knew
with me in the bushes with a gun
do you wa
Among the BonesOf a graveyard mismatched piles of bones,
upturned dirt offer little solace for forgotten
no markers told of where they lay.
Silent burials happened there.
Not a word said as the dirt poured in the grave
of mismatched bones and broken skin.
For among the bones tales of woe sing out
sorrow for the lost moments and forgotten love
no one visits their graves in the forest.
Soft crying as they buried the past
quiet promises never to forget and please forgive
for it will never happen again they swear.
Yet the shallow graves all around,
speak a different story of hurt and pain
with mismatched bones sealing it away.
Unheard souls lay without peace,
waiting for the great one to call their name
among the bones they cry, always and forever.
disintegrationmy teeth are cracking:
i dream of enamel-kissed
spiders, their limbs trailing
the contours of my gums;
from nails, ungerminated
and rotten, desecrating
my digits; i dream
puddles of my own hair
the erosion of my flesh,
of my organs;
my resolve, too,
My townThere are so many towns but
This town is different
This town lays isolated
in a lifeless landscape
In this town wind doesn't blow,
Lightning doesn't flash,
And thunders aren't scaring,
they sound recognizable
to all citizens.
Zalgo: Rend the VeilZalgo: Rend the Veil
Candlelit inferno, wretched, wasted, and wracked
A hole in the void burns two shades beyond black
The illusion is gone, look upon truth and weep
Line up for the slaughter, all brainless sheep
Torn eyes drip eldritch ichor, vile humours
There is no antidote for the poison, no cures
Ink of sanity’s ruin, this purest of the primal fears
The seven mouths speaking what no one hears
Unknown fates for all, an eternity in the rift
This sacred insanity, madness is his holy gift
And as the last mouth sings the song we waited for
What wonders beyond the veil will be in store?
Day of DemonsPeople walk peacefully down the streets
A loud murmur of talking is the soundtrack
They hurriedly move towards their destinations
Uncaring about those around them
Unknown to those hurrying people
Claws begin to poke out of the ground
Behind those claws come a hand, then an arm
Then comes the ugly head of the body
Out comes the first demon
A dastardly looking black creature
With joy, the demon comes behind a woman
Carefully, his long yellow claws reach for her shoulder
Annoyed, the woman turns around
But the sight of the demon freezes her anger
The blood drains from her face as fear overtakes her
She lets loose a bloodcurdling scream
Fueling the demons rising from the ground
One by one the rest of the humans notice them
Sending each of them into a panic
The demons happily chase after the people
Like a cat after a mouse
The reverberating screams are cut off
One by one as the chaos continues
The survivors hide where they can
As the demons run around the street
Occasionally slipping in red
Sadism.She sleeps with a knife
Next to her right,
As she falls asleep
To her day dream...
So carefully she drags
The thin metal
Against your hot neck,
Not letting go
Until the blood has drained,
And your skin
Is as ice frozen as her heart
The blade shines brightest as
Sits upon her tasteful tongue,
Now blood red
She sleeps with a smile
With her blade nearby,
As she slips into slumber
After her dream has lived
Corruption OverloadFinally I have been freed from everything
that makes me human
Finally, I don't resists
I don't remind
others about themselves
Kick me in the head
I don't believe it helps
but you want to do it anyways
So kick me in the head
You have corrupted all my files...
Finally I have escaped from all the things
that made me human
I can do things without
Kill and slaughter
Until they see what I have become
and lock me up
So I won't
harm them again
I'm The Queen
Graveyards, suicides, & Halloween
they belong to my kingdom
because I'm the only queen.
I'm the queen of the darkness
believe what you read
this is not a baseless.
Blades are my companies
you may call it creepy
French may call it "manies".
I appear in your nightmare
covered with dark tattoos
you must worry & take care.
Razors are my comets & stars
they fall to sketch scars.
The scars drew maps on my arm
so I don't care to any harm.
To me life means nothing
So close to the edge
I've lost all hope in what was meant to be
Why did I trust you, to my heart I gave you the key
For I wanted to feel what belonging was
You showed me what hate does
Step by step I look over the edge
the thoughts of what I would leave behind fly through my head
Knowing eventually I'd have to let go
Realizing the secrets I hold so tight the world will never know
I used to live a life of sin
But I knew the day would come when I'd give in
I'm losing touch with my sanity
What the hell is wrong with me
I feel the life from my fingers slipping away
My room grows darker day by day
The once noticable heart begins to fade
From being so cold I begin to hate
The earth below me begins to fold
I bid a farewell to a world grown so cold
For this is my final good bye
With a faint smile I fall and die....
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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